Getting Up.

in life, falling is an inevitability. we are all destined to fall at some point. we are all programmed to fail. every single one of us will eventually experience failure and loss. this is not a riddle, this is not an illusion, it's the Grim reality right in front of our eyes. we may wish to be perfect, we may dream of a smooth yellow brick road to the castle of the wizard for some quick answers to our questions but, that's just it, there are still humps, detours and rocks along that road that will break us. again, its an inevitability.

Now, for what it's worth, yes, we do fall, yes we do fail, yea, we break easily or give up eventually, but, we never forget that single thought in our head that says-"i have to get up" or "i have to keep trying", "get up". those thoughts are hot-wired to both our brains and our hearts. it's instinct, it's reflex, its air, it will be always there. even though we break, it will always be there.

for me, i just keep it simple and focus on those simple thoughts and not even stress myself on the problem or bump at hand, what matters for me, is the way i handle the slap on my face and how i counter back. i may cry, i may be in pain, i can also be very close to death, but i will always get up and carry on. that's just how life is.

so please do remember, in order for us to grow, carry on, continue and get up, we must first fall. falling isnt such a bad thing, one can gain an infinite amount of lessons from those seemingly unsolvable problems that hit us like a moon bombarded my asteroids or meteorites. WE LEARN. WE GET UP, WE MOVE ON. just like our moon, shining in dark, cold space, but still, moves on its orbit.

in the words of Batman's father- "why do we fall Bruce?, so we can learn to pick ourselves up."

this is for all those who are having a hard time getting up, you are not alone and you are not weak, you just need more time or effort on getting up. sometimes, you also need help, like helium for a balloon to fly. but sometimes, rare times even, you don't need those factors, you just have to not love falling.

-for our friends. may you always try "GETTING UP".

"Problem Seeker"

Ever met a person on a day where he or she has that attitude of finding something wrong in everything and then when they find it, they just don't stop nagging or talking about it? yeah, those kind of people are what i call "PROBLEM SEEKERS". they will literally find the tiniest, smallest, flimsy imperfection on everything they can lay their hands on and just nag, nag, nag about it until... actually, sometimes, they just don't ever stop talking about it. they just go on and on, complaining about that small coffee drop on the sofa and they drag other people to what ever they wanna express.

I mean, why?? just WHY, would a person find problems for themselves? why can't they just, i dunno, NOT MAKE A PREDICAMENT out of every thing. you can just live in blissful ignorance and ignore all that negativity around you, but noooo, you have to find yourself something to piss yourself off and take it out on everyone! REALITY CHECK- NOBODY WANTS PROBLEMS IN THEIR LIVES! EVEN YOU! the same people whom i call "Problem Seekers"

Riddle me this will 'ya-

why do you keep doing it? why shatter that mirror of happiness with small pebbles of problems you pick-up along the way? yeah, problems help us improve and stuff, but why not let life give you rotten lemons and not turn your good lemons to rotten ones? why must you piss off yourself with the whole awareness that you are making it worse for yourself? do you feel a sense of pride in what you do? does it make people like you happy? do you feel pleasure on dragging people to your problems?

Guess, we'll never know for sure..

 I guess, if you met your match, your match should be someone who will gladly stir up problems for the pleasure of pissing the hell out of you more than just ignore you and sit idly by. i wish i could do that sometimes. you know, see that small drop of coffee on the sofa and I'll just splash a cupful for you to really notice that shit. I really wish for that time to come. the less people like you in this world, the better. yeah, that's a BURN...

Riddle me this?

First entry for this page. Posted this just to test out some of my settings. Seems to me, that everything is in order and well, I kinda nailed my settings. 

This is all about suppressed emotions, answers, reactions, questions, curiosities, anger, well, almost all things that is too much for the public ear to hear or in my case, my friends, family, or relative's ears to be exact. 

I can always include the occasional "people who i don't or do know" reviews and just some shit that i really wanna write about like how frustrating it is to post something on my other social media accounts without one of my family members commenting something directly or indirectly negative towards me or my actions. 

FREEDOM IS NOT INCLINED TO WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WANT FOR OR ABOUT YOU.

RIDDLE ME THIS?

Why can't they just accept the fact that they are not the "god" of my life. Just..... I just hope someone gets this, if none, well, at least i let it out there and if some does, the not so grim reality is, you're not alone..