Wednesday, January 22, 2014

"The Anti-Life Equation"

Anti life equation

In dc comics, there is this one villain named Darkseid. He's one of the big villains who aims to rule the whole universe. In his pursue of universal domination, he discovered one thing that will help him conquer and that thing is called the anti life equation.
The anti life equation is a power of some sort that enables one being to have complete and utter control of other beings in the universe. Why is it called anti life when all it does is control? Well, the explanation is, when someone has complete control over you, you have no individuality, no emotion on your own, no conscience, on consciousness, no free will, in other words, you are nothing which means you no longer exist; hence the name "anti life equation"

Right now, i actually know the feeling of being under the "anti-life equation"; well, i may be exaggerating, but still, its one hell of a sentiment... A person should not be exposed to such emotionless, helpless, vulnerable, pathetic way of experience because of the mere fact that it is mortal to ones essence and dignity.. Imagine yourself presented to an inevitable predicament, where you only have one Option to consider which doesn't even guarantee the benefit that you actually deem to have.. Having to only choose the exact opposite of what you actually want, dream, will or wish, just to avoid any confrontation, anything negative, to save yourself the effort of arguing and fighting for what you stand for is the same as not existing at all..

Im talking to YOU. YOU who leaves me no other choice but to do your bidding, to accept defeat, surrender my all, do what is expected of me, Feel nothing, serve you, bend over for all your needs and inevitably choose what is must, just to please you.. All else, other than the dire alternatives presented to me are mortal in nature, which basically means deadly. You literally give me no other choice but to choose what is best for me to please you.. Do you get it? Its all of you, by you and, for you.. I do everything just for you to not get mad, angry, irritated and fu*ed up because if you do get fu*ed up, my life would also be fu*ed up and believe me, its a lot worse for me rather than for you.

I can be considered next to lifeless when it comes to YOU.. You don't know how i feel when i have to compensate for you. You rarely stop and ask if I'm ok, you rarely consider my side of the story and when you actually hear my side of the story, you go hard on yourself and eventually give up on everything. Imagine that, you quickly quit when i say something about you; but the thing is, that's not what I'm really after, what i really want from you is not to give up, but accept and change.. Yun lang..

I need YOU to see what i see, feel what i feel and above all, understand that you are now giving me a really hard time... Its so hard to explain myself to you because all you hear from my explanations are "how bad you are" and all others will be left out.. PLEASE, see me, know my side, get to know the pain i feel as you cast "the anti-life equation" over me.. Be aware of my sacrifices for us, for you.. I may not speak out at all times, but, it doesn't mean I'm not affected at all..Its not a hard riddle to crack, its just easy to miss..

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